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Can i cry ??
Dis pic ystd he come over my hsue wiif justin mkn2 wiif my fam den lpk jp we take2 pic n he hate my face lyk dis :D wen take pic die slalu kate amek pic btol2 ye eu tkmu wat muke mepek eu den i say okay sure wen say 1 2 3 ! muke iqa da strt laen he will look at me i smile n kiss hym :D hehehehehes !! ystd our 9mnths celeb lah ckit at my huse bwh blk n send hym ... sakit2 pon iqa antr pdhal die tk ksi i had fun wiif hym n justin ystd :D mayb i will update about ystd ltr n put de pic here too :D n today WTF dat wiif us ! Can i cry ? plsssssssss !!! i wakeup at 5am n kol bfwend n text hym den 7+ trtdo i bgn air mate trjatok ! blh iqa ngis agy ? plssssssssss ! tkdek org phm iqa nie ! haiss !! Wat a sad 5day's of me n bfwend ! can i cry again ?!!!! dri 20may2010 kite aru knl smpai 28feb2011 da 9mnths mataer kite tk pnh tao tk msg n otp we evryday text n otp but now utk 5days we cnt !! nk ngis blh ?? plsssssss !!!! bfwend da msuk utan n tdo dlm utk 5day's N NO HP !! sir die amek n they cnt bring in ... klu krg kne cnfm krg sedh n risau kn psl mataer krg gni ?? im so down !! i got text hym long msg slame die kt dlm iqah kt luar mcm ane smua n here i worry about hym kt dlm utan .. eu ppl knw utan mcm ane kn ?? n dis is NS life hw they sleep smua ?? drg da blg n i so fucking worry !! klu pape jdy kt die HOW !! no hp !! n we two tk blh lh satu ari tk msg !! kite kne msg nye !! plss !! can i cry again ? haiss !!!! i really miss hym n i wanna cry !! mmg ar 5hari tpi ape krg akn rse sia krg tk pnh taw tk msg smua skali kne gni WTF !!! WTH !!! haisssssssss !! can i cry ??!! sumpah ah iqa akn risau gyler babi nye strt today !!!! Dy !!! aku risau psl kau taw skrg aku tgn ngis taw wlpon 5 hari allah jek phm aku sia dy !!!!! klu pape trjdy kt kau dlm utan how sia dy ?? aku org yg lst dpt tahu taw fam kau da mcm sial ! dy ,, sumpah sia cpt ah kuar ke ape crk jln !! i so fucking worry about eu ,, kau nk tgk tk i tk mkn mcm ane 1wks+ i tk mkn byk mcm selalu i mkn ckit AJEK den i tdo bgn mkn ubt n so on .. look at my body now how ? da tk mcm dlu kn eu nk tgk ini 5 hari i tk akn mkn ? tdo cnfm tk cukup !! sumpah i worry about eu sia ! one day nvr text n otp ?!! WTF sia dy i stress tgk NS life gni mcm !! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! n now 1min i chk2 my hp NO MSG DRI ABOI ! haiss !! feel lyk cry-ing now sia ... wlpon juz 5days eu guys dun0 wat i feel n so on sia ! haiss !! i only can view ur vid at ur fb n our pic dats de only thing can make me smile n so on n dats also can make me cry so i miss eu dammn much !!
Haiss ! asl iqa tk blh stop tgk hp iqa nie !! arrrrrrrrrrr !! iqa tk hbis2 sia tgk2 hp iqa tgukn msg die nie aru satu ari blm 5 hari sia !! iqa jp2 chk hp iqa ar asl nie !! iqa btol2 syg kn aboi taw lgy2 risau kn aboi kt utan sia ! sape tk risau sey mmg blh chill but we two tk pnh tk text n kol !! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! iqa stress sia tpi iqa da jnji diri iqa dat i wil not go out utk 5hari enjoy wiif fwends i only kuar wiif fam n i gg text hym slalu !! haisssssssss !! i cnt stop looking at my hp sia dammmmmmmn fuck ar iqa ! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!! iqa rindu n risau aboi !!! iqa mcm nk kaur p tekong sia p ikt die smua WTF !!!! haisss !!! ape lh die tgn wat now kn ? haiss !!! iqa rindu die nie n risau i cnt stop chk my hp !! haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!! baby i really love eu !! i really miss eu !! i really worry about eu !! dy cpt kuar dri utan i tk blh hdup gni sia dy !! haisss !!! Eu asl lh eu kne ddk dlm utan asl lh bukan tmpt laen i sedih taw eu ,, klu gni bile eu da kuar i pulek lh ilg diri utk 5 hari biar eu pulek rse ape i rse bile eu kt utan ! i worry lh eu wat eu doin now ar dy kt utan ?? eu knw i miss eu so much rite now ? eu knw dat i fucking worry about eu now ? eu gg to eat megi n so on ? WTF dy ! i dun let eu eat lyk dat wiif me sey kt s'pore omg why NS life lyk dis i worry about eu gyler babi taw .. nti nk berak smua hw sia eu ? omg dy tlg kuar dri utan cpt blh ?? i mcm org gyler di buat nye mcm da btol2 brk sia kite dy .. mcm gni ke wen we two break ? tkmu sia jaoh nye ! iqa tknk brk dng rudy ! i mean aboi ! wth sia dy ! aku risaukn kau smpi aku ngis ? ~.~ n aku tk hbis2 tgk hp aku sia lyk fuck sia hdup ns gni wat mataer kt luar risau krg kt dlm ckp bukan2 psl pmpn drg ! NS SUCK ! okay wateva !! dy cnfm mlm eu trigt2 kn i n ngis kn ?? dlm pencil pox dy ada pic kite kn ? eu tgk lh utk 5 hari bbl s0rg2 kan ? tkmu cry2 taw i kt cni tk jmp jtn tk ape .. i nk eu tahu i tgn worry about eu jek bby !! haiss ! 5 hari sia dy aku blh gyler sia dy ! haiss !! tgk now i cry coz i p tgk ur msg eu send i kate eu gtg smua .. haiss ! our 1st tyme tk text n otp !! haiss !! ILY ABOI !!! N ya eu nk tahu ape tk ?? i da strt dmam alik .. i nye badan da pns psl ape ??? psl i rindu kn eu taw dy ! look ! how much i love eu n so on dy n now i bck to my sick life ! haisss !! klu blh cpt ah kaur dy i tk blh hdup ar gni mcm ... mcm org gyler di buat nye .. haisss !! ssh lh i nk ckp i cume worry n rindu eu n i sad coz tk dpt otp n msg ! haiss !! who i gg to text n msg in 5days ?? all guys not lyk eu dy ! i nk eu s0rg msg i tpi tgk ah all abput ns eu cnt text n otp wiif me !! im so down sia cpt lh kuar dri utan ape jek lh eu tgn wat now ,, haiss !! i hrp eu igt ape i msg eu tdy smua n i now tgn dok n tgk hp dri tdy sey eu ! i syg eu byk2 nie !!! haiss !!! ape lh eu tgn wat now kn i worry gyler babi nie da tk blh bwk hp sedih gyler sia i dy ! can i cry summore ? pls eu i cnt take its animore ah eu !! haissss !!! i nk rest i akn msg eu jp2 .. i worry about eu hup ntg happen to eu kay :D syg eu always !!
Hapi 9th Mnths Anniversary Dy :)
Hello !! i wanna wish bfwend n i hapi 9th anniversary ! :D Today abg iqa nye b'day yg abab yg ke 21yr old so celeb his b'day at home den at 8pm meet bfwend n off to hotel tpi smpai geylang mcm biase go 7-11 dlu beli mkn today iqa kuarkn duit :D den amek 5jam he pay den 12AM i say da bgn cpt lh i nk balik pdhal nk bljer die mkn n so on :D wlpon kite byk gado but we still de same n kite still ON :D n today fun gyler kt hotel i make hym smile n ktwe mcm org gyler till iqa munta dua kali .. hehehehhehes !! iqa klu da strt ktwe2 dng aboi 100% iqa akn munta nye .. hehehehes ! n tmr bfwend need to come my huse utk mkn2 b4 he bookin :D fam ask hym to camp wiif NS nye bju n p NS dri my huse COOL ! :D hehehehehehehehes !! n now iqa aru smpai umh bfwend send me 1st den he go hm :D Now die kt umh tgn sot dng kak die ,, kak kau blh ksi pjm lap kt tu pmpn sial jek kt adeq sdri ssh nk ksi mcm ane aku tk benci kak kau ,, kau pon tahu knpek aku benci da lah nti da kaye we buy many2 kay lap ? hehehehehehehehes !! taw cpt2 save duit kite kahwin den tgl umh sdri tkmu tgl dng fam kau tgl dng fam aku jek :D hehehehehehehes !! i hate ur sis at list ur dad n mum slalu tny about me mrh2 drg psl mulot tu pukimak mak bpk kau tny juge psl aku .. rindu aku pek ! well i knw ! hehehehehehehes ! da lah boi kak kau mcm sial die lupe tu die skrg tgn dua badan tk lame agy da satu badan nti kne lh kt anak die tu wat bdh jek biar lah ape die nk wat wlpon kau da lame tk blh tahan nti da kahwin tkmu dok dng fam kau kay ?? aku pon tknk sia dng prgi drg OHHH PLSSS ! hehehehehehes !! kay aku bstd gyler babi sia STOP ITS SIA IQAH :D hehehehehes !! krg nie tgn wat pek ? tk mendak ke ? aku mendak gyler babi !! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! i still sick eu knw n batok2 tk akn ilg nye sot sia aku !! n ya smlm kn i otp dng aboi den alep ada den alep suroh aboi tny iqa knl bdk tamp nama ira i was lyk ira mane sia n so on den on com sappppppppppp !! hahahahahahahas !! da kne kacau tu ira dng iqa now kwn mmg kwn lame2 ehemmmmm ! hehehehehehes !! kay da cukup now tgn sot sia batok2 tk stop NBCB btol ah ! ape agy ? bgn ah mkn ubt batok :D hehehehehehehehehes !! bile iqa dmam 1wks nk tahu ape iqa wat ? bgn cuci muke gigi smua p dpr mkn ubt tdo fr 1wks :D HEHEHEHEHES !! NOW iqa da tk gemok taw prot pon tkdek agy :D hehehehehehehes ! bfwend smpai suroh mkn byk2 agy ksi badan naek :D hehehehehehes !!
Okay lah iqa nk stop cni da tk tahu ape nk update :D so byeeeeeeeeeee !!
Lazy !
Sorry ! iqah mls nk update blog ah ,, ikt hati iqa nk dlt jek blog psl iqa da tk msuk agy chk pon da tk .. now iqa tgn dmam gyler babi .. kay byeeeeeeeeeee !!
Thanks Baby For The Flowers
Hey ! im here to update about ystd wat happen to us ,, im really sorry smua slh i lah eu ... i yg suke mrh2 eu smua im really sorry ! n we i read de letter eu pass me n de flower im cry ! thanks alots dear wen i read till now trigt2 i yg slh bukan eu so dun say eu kay ? i sedar i nie yg rbk bukan eu !! haiss !! n smlm we meet up bfwend dtg my huse cut his hair dad anu kan den he dok2 kt hall wiif me but iqa tgn brg2 tgk2 tv n so on smua den tbe2 he say he gg down jp p kdai okay lah go den die kate kuar jmp i kt lift RC den i say 6pm lor i tgn tgk citer KU MILIK MU coz i wil not miz tgk tu citer den da hbis meet hym bbl ktwe2 den trn dok kt rc den tbe2 i lyk mrh2 die n den die ksi flower ! n i fucking hapi wiif hym TAPI i dun lyk to celeb ini bende mepek smua ar i only celeb my b'day n anniv DATS ALL !! den okay lah i accp its n de letter den naek tas tros gado n so on !!!! den iqa mati2 kate nk balik nk balik n so on till smua nmpk we gado taw i wanna cry tpi tahan n i knw my guy love me alots n die ngis dpn iqa ,, iqa nk ngis tahan n iqa p buang flower die ksi i mean lyk nk ddk den buang tepi den he say tk hapi n tk sudi ckp n den he buang bwh ! n i feel lyk WTF ! sad gyler blablablablabla den i meet hym kt bwh n he pass me de flower n sblm trn iqa bce letter die pass iqa da ngis !! den trn jmp sok die jln pasal smlm die bookin at 830PM n kne smpai kt ferry den da i hug hym n kiss den he go hm ... im really sorry !! haiss !! Den after all dat we bck kite da okay smua den otp wiif hym drg kne naek ferry kul 830pm but his fwend mcm HUH ! kau gado dng pmpn kau n blablablabla smua ar den they meet at changi jek den da hbis itu smua drg naek kul 915pm nye ferry n tehy bck to hell :D hehehehehehes !! n yet rkok kt my ex ( AFIQ ) die blm pass my bro coz my bro kt sick ape tk .. hehehehes ! but i hup soon lor afiq go meet my bro n pass :D n now i bck to chai chee huse ystd i sleep at my tamp huse cnfm smua trfkr2 why i nvr sleep my tamp huse :D hehehes ! we fam give my pkck n mkck dok sane utk 2mnths / 3mnths da hbis smua den we fam r bck to tamp :D tpi klu tgl tamp i really tknk tgk MUKE JULIET ! sumpah ! klu aku nmpk muke die aku akn jln aku tk rindu die AT ALL :D hehehehehehehehehehehehes ! lyk i care jek dng pmpn mcm die :D p mati sua ! :D kay byeee !
my poems for ABOISAN
I miss you confusing me , I miss you not always being there for me , I don't know why, But I like how you keep me waiting , And all the little ways you confuse me because it lets me know that you are still there , and you still care.
You took hold of my hand You took hold of my heart You told me you'd always be there Right from the start
I miss you before you leave , I miss you when you're gone , I miss you when we're talking or when we laugh like hell , I miss your soft smooth skin , I miss your beautiful eyes , I miss your smile and the way you laugh . And even miss it when you cry.
I miss you I really do it sounds cliche but what can I say
I miss you you're all i think about in the morning when i wake at night before i sleep
boooooooooooooooo !!!
heloo2 ! im bck to update my blog tpi short post only coz mls nk update long2 :D hehehehehes ! so on de 12 feb torn wiif my guy n kwn ns drg kekek sia kecoh juge hehehehes ! den ystd got small prblm bfwend n ex ( afiq ) den ex msg me at fb pkai fb die num 2 i think LYK WTF ! dlm diam2 die ada fb aku okay tkpek den msg2 hym bck den aku n die da okay tgl my guy den he send me his letter box num utk pass rkok kt die n den die pass to my abg skali tu tk blh msukn dlm my adeq sdr naek pass skali aboi nk jmp naek ats lucky fam die tkdek die s0rg den die bbl wiif my ex aku da mcm kiwak jln lh cpt ! mcm bdh sia aku den smua da okay den tok wiif ex about sumthing den we werk n till now i worry he pass rkok kt abg aku ,, aiyoo !!!! kay nvm im off now nk mkn lpr ! byeee !
Im Bck To Update My blog
Hello2 ,, 6days i nvr update my blog why ? coz i at my new huse :D new huse so com so yeah n now im bck to chai chee mayb dis sunday go bck my new huse tamp :D hehehehes ! okay i miss my love so fucking much ! n im sick n my mulot kt dlm pecah2 n my guci pns den my gigi tgn sakit ! arrrrrrrrrrrr ! n i not gg to take my guy coz im sick n so on so he come to my blk n meet me :) n now days we nvr otp sgt coz iqa sakit gg n ssh nk bbl den ystd i kol hym at 4am sorry gnggu :D coz gg tibe2 sakit den dng cpt kol die n blg die ,, sakit taw ! n today hari ke 5 iqa tk mkn :( lpr pon tahan jek sey coz ssh nk bukak mulot n mkn ar tgn sakit pecah2 n bekak ,, mcm siak ah ! bile nk baek pon tk tahu ...
Let OUT evrything's tyme ! ^.^p
Hello ,, im bck to update my blog n waiting fr bfwend to on9 lmbt nk mmpos sia ,, n ya today i feel so sad n hapi wanna knw why ? okay ltr i post alrites ? :) today move huse mcm siak !! ayie asl lh kau msuk hsptl laen kali bwk lorry tkmu tdo aku nk kau yg tlg sey kau tahu tk lorry tdy mcm SIAK ! FUCK EU KNW !! hehehehehehes !! dua kali nye jln sia kite mcm siol ! hehehehes ! sblm tu ada bende trjdy ah babe gua sakit hati siol ! hapi gua tahu gyler babi ,, wakeup at 10am mum da sok bgn mdy smua den okay lah get ready den go out den blablabla tmn my kak sdr go kdai mkn beli nasai ayam BYK SIOL ! hehehehehes ! den sumthing happen make me think he strt bck ! mcm sial ! aku down skjp n mls nk byk tny ah aku tahu smpai skrg yg die da strt kol2 pmpn !! ~.~ Citer mcm gni ah 1st da hapi2 taw tgu mkn den ada lah satu laki nie dpt msg beh tgk muke die mcm laen so tny punye tny tk jwb den i take his hp MCM SIAK ! den aku nk tny pon mls ah hati sakit sia gua nk tny !! bile tny tk tahu ah bile lah itu ini da strt fkr MCM SIAK ! klu btol kol pmpn smua blg tros trang ar sia slame nie aki text jtn smua ada aku tipu kau tk ?!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! stress aku skjp sia down hbis siol gua !! aku nye otak lost n blur skjp sia nk tny ke tk aku tahu die tk akn blg so yeah wat pek nk tny2 tk gune ! at list aku amek num lelaki n text smua aku blg siol ! prgi stop its sia joy ! aku benci kau tahu ! sbr jek sia byk2 .... but i still sot sia till now tk lupe2 okay ! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! stress sia skrg trfkr2 psl tdy ! klu aku tny pon tkdek gune sia ... phm2 ah da wat slh mane nk tros trang ! N ya tmr need to wakeup at 7am den go tamp huse meet mum den go psr geylang mls sia aku ! n mayb not meeting bfwend ! hehehehehehes ! fam outing tmr klu mataer aku tk phm juge aku tk tahu ar ape nk ckp agy ,, aku sbr jek lh kn ssh klu nk ckp dng org tk phm ... n aku nye mood smlm btol2 sot gyler babi punye !! wat prgi skjp aku kt umh bru p mmpos ! at lst dpt duit $10 hehehehehes !!! kay lah aku super duper mood nie !! aku tk tahu ape nk wat now mcm org gyler sia ,, n mcm biase lah chat dng eyya n text eyya tpi die diam aku tahu ape die wat tgn mkn :D hehehehehehes ! n tgu mataer aku lmbt gyler babi sia ! aku rse kn mon to fri on of de day wanna lpk dng si eyya nie dri die 24 hrs kt dpn com aku nk die tmn aku lpk bbl :D hehehehehes ! bstd ! ~.~ kay aku bored gyler babi sia skrg ! aku nk wat pon aku tk tahu sia ! niari mcm siak ah !! abg2 aku pulek da gone smua tgl aku s0rg sia blm tdo ,, mendak nk mmpos sia aku ! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! ape nk wat nie ? tgn lpr nk msk megi pon mls sia aku nk bgn ! ~.~ aku klu da ddk jng hrp lh nk bgn lgy2 klu da brg saaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! mate tros ttp jmp esk ye kwn2 :) hehehehehehehes ! SUMPAH ! aku mendak post pon mepek sia tkdek link dng title aku niari ,, aku tgn trfkr2 n sot ar psl hal mlm tu laki wat ! n now mcm biase chat tgk fb org ! mendak gyler babi sia ! n esk da kne bgn pgi antr aku blh bgn ke tk sia ,, kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
Bored tyme ! ^.^p
hello ,, bck to update my blog :D n ya mcm baise chat wiif eyya slalu lah sey chat :D but i love ystd chat we many topit :) hehehehes ! yeah iqa da tknk gado dng eyya agy die baek org nye btol2 tpi klu kite wat taik prgi die mcm siak lah psl kite wat hal pek klu kite tk wat hal she vry fucking fwendly ,, skrg kn iqa suke share citer dng eyya die blh phm iqa :) thanks eyya ! n today chat wiif eyya again haiss ! chill alrite dear ? phm2 lah lelaki kan ,, i kwn eu really love hym chill okay lame2 okay lh die tu ... iqa phm eyya psl iqa kn ex die so i knw hym lah kn die mmg gtu eu chill kay ? die mrh2 pon die ttp syg eu , :D N ya iqa sudah dtg lh sey ! im so fucking hapi iqa hug aboi kt bedok inter wen kuar toliet ,, mcm bdh sia ! wahahahahahahahas ! mcm aru 1st tyme kne :P hehehehes ! tdy meet bfwend taw n bfwend meet mum too we go hsptl meet ayie kcian ayie sey tkpek esk aku dtg dng fam pulek :D after dat we go hougang i tok2 wiif bfwend n ktwe2 smua n today tk gado psl iqa nk hapi2 esk esk blh lah :D hehehehehehehehes !! tk lh maen2 jek n ya selalu nye iqa yg suke cium aboi tk pipi non stop mcm irrt tpi today die pulek wat kt iqa ^^ sweet ! hehehehes ! psl ape taw iqa tgn sakit prot so mcm no mood gtu :D hehehehes ! but we had fun today :D Well ,, tdy lepak dng yet , yusir , han & taufiq kekek gyler sia today drg maen game beh ckp smua bukan2 sia ,, hahahahahahahahas ! mataer aku pon blh join sekaki han bz dng hp n lagu jiwang die ,, hehehehehes ! aku mcm biase dng jtn aku ddk kacau2 die jek tpi prot gua sakit tahan jek :D hehehehehehes !!! den ktwe sane cni smua den blablabla den 1030 belah iqa nk alik aboi antr smua kt ats sweet kn die :D psl die tahu klu iqa da dtg iqa nie tkt nk mmpos ! ehehehehehes ! n ya fri die pon ada skali angkat brg utk p umh bru iqa klu tk we pkai ayie tapi cian ayie so we crk org laen lorry pon da dpt so yeah mum ask me byk bfwend :D den i cn go belah agi :D N now mcm biase chat wiif eyya n text bfwend n i so fucking bored n cian kn eyya WTF ! ntg tk ya tahu :D hehehehehehehes !! iqa da nantok esk kne p sane cni den meet bfwend n p hsptl tgk ayie smua mmpos iqa kne tdo siang klu tk nti nantok mcm tdy meet aboi trtdo2 sia blm bs biase ah iqa klu da makan suke tdo aboi tahu lh sgt prgi iqa nie :D hehehehehes ! tk smpai 1mins iqa da gone :D hehehehehehehehehehehes !! ini lah hdup iqa ksrg klu nk tahu mcm babi hutan taw tpi tk sgt ah babi hutan agy rbk mcm siak iqa tk sgt :D hehehehehehehehehehes ! kay lah iqa nk off ar nk tdo sudah nantok !! byeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
I would give my whole life for you. I’d be the perfect wife for you. I would lie for you. Cry for you. Lay down and die for you. All my fears are for you. Every single tear is for you. Everything I say is for you. Every night I pray for you. Your always in my mind. Every day and night. Every minute you’ll find, I wanna hold onto you tight. Never wanting to let go. Just as long as you know, I love you so. I’ll protect you life or death. Protect you till’ I’m out of breath. Everything I do is for you, I’m on this earth for you.
i MISS BFWEND SO MUCH ! hw i wish eu bookout now n meet me ! i fucking miss eu ! ystd dreams about us n i cry eu knw ! pls go hm ! i wanna meet eu bfwend ! i miss eu so much ! haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!! now die kt NS room tgn relek n he on9 hapi sey dpt chat n wlpon mcm ane pon i still miss hym ! i wanna meet hym pls god let hym go hm now ! haiss ! see bdh aku rindu kau gyler babi kau tk tahu kn ?! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! blik lh dy ! aku rindu kau si dy ! aku dy kacau2 kau mrh2 kau dy balik lah ! aku benci lh tgl kt cni dng fam aku mcm sial dy ! blik lah !!! i miss eu babi !! iqa nk aboi skrg lh bdh ! tk phm jek ! arrrrrrrrr ! iqa nk kuar nk meet psl iqa tknk tgk muke fam2 iqa lah ! pls ksi die kuar !! i miss hym ! hiass !! byeeeeeeeee !!
i miss my bfwend so much !! haiss !!
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